ROUGHFUCKED – IX
By London
Teds condo.
In jeans and his grungy Cool Cat tee, Ted stood in his kitchen, held a dish
of cat food and panned the living room. Lupe. Come on, Lupe.
He did a jittery wristwatch check. Shit. I shouldve pushed for
two. His eyes darted down to the full-grown gray cat rubbing against
his legs. Finally. He set the dish on the kitchen floor, patted
the purring tabby. Enjoy and think of me fondly.
Rushing past the couch, Ted bumped into the covered cat bed, quickly straightened
it. Then he ran to his bedroom, scrounged his closet floor and grabbed an armful
of old shirts, carried them back to the living room and tried to collect three
paint cans. Too much. Next trip. He struggled to open his door, flew out
and rumbled down the steps.
At the main entry, he set the kickstop to hold the security door open, unlocked
his car trunk, threw the rag pile in and zipped back into the building. Past
a prim-dressed Woman locking her door. Hi, Mrs. Rosenblum.
She pointed to the open door. Mr. Schmidt, theres -
Itll only be open a minute, and Ill be watching the whole
time, he vowed and rumbled up the stairs.
She shook her head, hurried out the door and turned up the walk. By then,
Ted was back with his paint cans and a paintbrush held like a flamenco rose
in his teeth. He flung everything into the trunk, slammed the lid. Glimpsed
his watch again while dashing to release and check the security door. Then
he sprinted back to his car and was on his way. Cant be late. Have to
keep a good impression.
On the Loft landing
Daphne saw the open door and heard Justin clear his throat. Twice. Something
he did when he was upset. Not sure what to expect, she crept to the doorway
and rapped lightly on the frame. Justin?
Hey, Daph. Come on in.
She stepped inside, saw him bent over and ramming clothing into his duffle.
You didnt sound too good when I called. Is everything okay?
Yeah. Fine.
Oh god. He cant be moving out already. Daphne raised an uneasy smile,
glanced around for Brian. Whatre you doing?
Catching her tension, Justin looked up, No, its not what you think,
punched the last shirt inside and yanked the zipper hard. Brians
cleaners already picked up so Ill hafta do one load before I can get on
their schedule.
Yeah, right. Like I believe youre freaking out over your laundry.
Im not freaking out. No sense laying shit on Daphne. Justin
stood up, dim smile. Sorry. Its just a shitty business deal with
the comic. He kicked the duffle, I dont wanna talk about it,
took a settling breath, reached into his pocket and pulled out his wallet.
How much do I owe you?
Oh. Daphne fished through her purse, held out a slip of paper.
Here you go. She watched him read the receipt, count out bills.
Its still in the car. Just in case he was here. She tried
a brighter smile. Maybe itll improve your evening.
Brian called and said hell be stuck at work till seven, so Ill
just put it in the basement for now. From the way he sounded, I doubt either
of usll be in the mood tonight anyway. Justin handed her the money.
Dont worry about the change. I really appreciate your bringing
it over. Want a drink or something?
I have to get back to help my aunt clean up her basement, Daphne
wrinkled her nose, shoved the bills in her purse. But I can drop you
at the laundromat if you want.
Thatd be great. Thanks, Justin nodded, stooped to center
the shoulder strap then heaved the bag up. The least of his burdens.
At Sad Elder Sophies bungalow
Ted pulled to a fast stop, popped the trunk lid, sped to the back of the car
and froze wide-eyed before groaning, Lupe. He gently lifted her
off the rag pile, squinted and brushed his hand over a gray sweatshirt. Stared
at his hand, covered in cat hair. So THATS where youve been
staying. He smiled apologetically at the purring cat. Well
make sure that shirt comes back home. Then the dilemma struck. What
am I gonna DO with you.
His thoughts were interrupted by Edna on the front porch. Ted, do you
need help with
oh my. Is that a cat?
Oh, hi, Edna, he smiled with nervous nonchalance. I just
thought Id bring a friend with me, if its not too rude, presumptuous
or disrespectful. Im dead.
At the Laundromat
Justin saw a mix of people loitering outside with duffels and baskets. And
not all of them were smoking. He opened the door to damp heat, chlorine smells
and more of the crowd.
A harried Lady Attendant in a smock and holding a stack of chits blocked his
entry, barked, Two machine limit. No rags or rugs. Wait till your numbers
called, and shoved a chit at him before going back on patrol.
He glanced at his number, watched her weave up the aisle and was turning to
leave when he saw a familiar blonde tossing clothes into a couple machines at
the far end. Linz! he shouted, waved his chit. He saw her gesture
him over, wormed past the line and ignored, Thought I was next.
I didnt hear the number. Was he here earlier?
Linz put on her smiley Gallery face and a sweet, Its okay. Hes
with me, to the scowling Attendant, then discreetly to Justin, Get
your things out and well combine loads. Hurry up.
Justin unzipped his duffle, shot looks at surly faces as he piled items between
the open lids. Whatre they giving away today?
Its the only laundromat open, and a lot of people cant use
their own yet. I had to wait almost two hours for these. She grabbed
and separated Justins things into the washers, quickly added liquid detergent,
slammed the lids. There.
Justin dug a roll of quarters from his pocket. Im paying, and
dont argue. He unrolled, slotted and shoved in change until the
machines started. I really appreciate this. And I completely forgot
about soap.
Its no problem at all, Sweetie. Linz thunked her basket
on one machine, plopped his bag on the other, pointed to nearby wall space and
whispered, Well have to stay close. People who leave come back
to find their wash piled in corners.
Hostile seems to be the mood of the day, he muttered as he joined
her against the wall.
Linz risked a low, Did something happen with Brian?
Why are people quick to pick on Brian. No. The movie deal. I may have
to check out my legal rights and Im not sure where to start. Suddenly
regretting the blurt, he flicked a look at her. Its really kinda
private.
Linz softened, Why dont you talk to Mel?
As in, Mel-The-Mother-Of-Michaels-Child? No, I dont think
so, he wrinkled a face.
If youre worried about privacy, Im sure if you let her know
that, shell keep it to herself. Linz watched Justins eyes
connect with hers, still some doubt. Shes a professional attorney,
Justin. And she cares a lot about you.
His desire to change the subject bowed to repressed intimacy in her tone.
Sounds like you still care a lot about HER.
Linzs eyes darted uncomfortably around the room, I never said I
didnt. Its just not the same, then returned with a dolorous,
Maybe once we spend some time apart, well figure out how to handle
this new, different
us.
They both snapped toward a mans loud, Hey. Were next.
Emmett with a clothesbasket under one arm, stepped up to Irate and blinked
annoyance right back at him. Excuse me. Did you take a number?
Yes I did.
Then you worry about yours? And Ill worry about mine. He
revved a broad smile at Justin and Linz, Hi, Sweeties! and sashayed
over. I wouldve been here sooner, but Mr. Speed Queen wanted to
chat? And theres no worse bitch than a queen down to a Z-List wardrobe.
Justin furrowed a brow at Ems basket, reached in and lifted a lacey pink
brassiere. This is YOURS?
Linz stifled a laugh; Emmett snatched it with a horrified, Ohmygod.
Thats a fine washable. Its not even supposed to be IN here,
and carefully wedged it into a corner of the basket with a more serious, No,
its Darrens. His sister was scrubbing out her basement and had
a little episode
they think a mild heart attack.
Oh no, Linz paled. Isnt she about our age?
About that
really young.
Justin sparked, How is she? And Darren?
Not to worry. I just talked to him and he said shes fine now,
but theyre keeping her at the hospital for observation. I told him Id
take care of this while hes there. And he asked when the movies
coming out. Any new dish?
Nothing much, Justin shook his head, side-eyed Linz and smiled
at her silence.
Emmett rubbed an eye, swivel-scanned a host of fluffer-folders, swished a hand
in front of his face, How can you two stand this tropical dust storm?
and noticed a tall Hunk in line waving back. I, uh, think I see somebody
else who might want to
combine loads, he grinned and left.
Well see you later, Linz waved then faced Justin, After
were done, youre coming back to the house with me, you can talk
to Mel, and Ill drive you home. All right?
Okay, Justin exhaled. Shit. I have to do SOMETHING.
At the bungalow
Edna waited in the kitchen until Sophie stepped from the basement. Dimmer
hearing made Edna louder than she thought. Sophie, I know you dont
want to be here alone with him, but I really have to leave. Why dont
you ask him to come back tomorrow?
Ted, painting near the bottom step, heard the strained hush. His face drooped.
Eyes fell. And his brushstrokes faltered limp. Its useless, he thought,
labored to his feet to move away from any more stabbing words. Until he heard
Sophies answer.
You go ahead. Well be okay.
But after what the paper -
Oh, that paper. They always blow things way out of proportion. How could
anyone who cares about animals so much be that horrible?
Teds face lit, smile recharged. He pulled his shoulders back, gripped
the brush and attacked the last spot. Then he stood back with a plucky nod,
tamped the paint lid on the can and ran it up the stairs to the kitchen.
He saw Sophie sitting at the table, quietly talking, petting the cat on her
lap. Its all done good as new.
So soon? she asked, turned back to Lupe. We were just getting
to be friends.
Why dont you get a cat of your own?
At MY age? she shook her head. Its not that I cant
take care of one. Its just that
if something ever happened to ME,
who would care for HER.
Ted thought, tipped his head, We can share Lupe. He saw her eyes
widen, the first glint of a smile. I work long hours, and I still like
to go out once in awhile. Itll keep her from getting lonely. And shell
have a spare home.
Now I know why your Mother is so proud of you.
Im proud of HER, too. Ted lifted the paint can in one hand,
dirty brush in the other. I seem to have my hands full right now
can
you keep Lupe for awhile? I can pick her up tonight.
Id like that, Sophie smiled and nodded. Strange light in
these dark days - a Pound Kitty and a man of questionable morals - diamonds
almost missed because of the rough.
At Mel and Linzs house
Michael sat beside Mel on the couch, eyes fixed on Jenny in his arms. Then
its all settled. Tomorrow you and Mom are coming to Dads place
while he paints the basement. He shifted focus to Mel. Are you
sure you dont want the drywall redone? Because between Brian and me -
White block will look just fine, Mel assured. I can handle
the expense.
I know you can, Michael shrugged. But Im still a part
of this family, too. He smiled at the Babys roaming eyes. Yeah.
Once Daddys movie comes out, youre gonna live like a real princess.
He paused and added to Mel, Or a Lesbian. Whatever she wants is fine
by me.
Mel smiled warmly. Was it his trust in her ability as a working mother? Or
his devotion to the tiny bundle? During those moments, Michael was her star.
Yet not. In a brief flash, she saw Linz with Jenny, Gus awed and touching Jennys
hair. Mel sank with a pang of longing, blinked and groped for a change. So
when IS this Movie Premiere?
Michaels smile fell. He looked down at Jenny, handed her to Mel. Not
sure yet. Looks like were gonna have some legal problems.
Im not an entertainment lawyer, but I can check around for someone
if you want. Why dont you ask Brian if HE knows anyone? Advertising
is more media-oriented.
I really dont think he would - Dammit. Justin. Would he?
DAMMIT!
Mel caught Michaels silent groan. What is it?
Youre right. Ill give him a call right now. Michael
stood up and pulled his cell phone as he walked toward the front window. Dont
want to do this. Dont really fucking want to do this.
At Kinnetik, shirt part unbuttoned, right sleeve rolled up, Brian stretched
in his chair, sniffed back fatigue and rubbed a hand over his eyes. Cynthia
stole in, face somber.
Brian, its five-thirty. I have to go. She watched him sit
straight and wave her off. Sorry about Epicurean.
Cant win em all. And Cynthia? You were dynamite on the
scanner.
She beamed a wicked smile. Just dont lay off the Art Department
and expect me to do that, too.
He leaned back, hand to his chin, big grin.
Dont even think it! Night. She turned and hurried
out before she gave him any MORE great ideas.
Grin sinking, Brian went back to scanning notes on his desk and entering them
into his computer. Fuck. This one-hand shitll take all night.
Still in work clothes, Ted entered the office, got Brians eye and smiled
wide. I saw Cynthia leaving. She said you were still here.
Why, Theodore. You finally got laid.
Better. And I wanted to thank you again for the early quit.
If you really want to thank me, burn that shirt.
Never. Ted took it in stride, watched Brian work. What are you doing?
Adjusting payroll. Updating the Brown account. Counting up the loss
on Epicurean.
Grasping the meaning, Teds smile faded. Oh. Wow. Was it something
I did?
Brian twisted a frown, stared at him. Youre still here, arent
you? He watched Ted tilt a thought, softened, It was a tough project.
And a risk of working on spec.
Ted nodded. Knew Brian hated to lose at anything. Wanted to do something
to help, impossible as it seemed. He leaned over the desk and gathered papers.
Why dont you call it quits for tonight and let ME finish this.
Its the least I can do after what you did for me.
On one condition.
Name it.
Stop thanking me. Its boring as shit.
You got it, Ted smiled and made a hasty exit.
Brian shut down his computer, calmly set his briefcase on the desk and opened
it. Lifted the Epicurean folder - Fucking maggot peddlers flung it into
the case and slammed it shut. Then his cell phone rang. Brian worked the phone
from his pocket, checked the caller ID and answered, If it isnt
Michaelangelo. Did you finish your Moms chapel?
Yeah. Michael glanced at Mel talking to Jenny, decided not to elaborate.
Hey. You wanna grab a beer at Woodys after work?
For once your timing is perfect. Im just on my way out.
Good. Ill meet you there in about a half hour.
If Im not barside, check poolside.
Brian closed his phone and shoved it back into his pocket, grabbed the briefcase
handle and paused. I had enough of this shit for one day. Bring on the fucking
beer and mindless chatter about Debbies basement. Brian tossed the briefcase
under his desk and walked out.
At Mel and Linzs house
Mel parted the living room curtains, saw Linz park the car, the trunk lid rise
and Justin get out. Made her smile to see someone familiar who could keep the
conversation from becoming too frigid. She opened the front door to Linzs
quiet greeting.
It took longer than I expected. The place was a madhouse. Linz
stepped in with Justin close behind and holding a loaded basket. And
look who I found.
Hey, Mel.
Justin, she smiled, shut the door and followed them in. Thanks
for helping.
Actually, Linz saved me from a long wait. Where should I put this?
Linz motioned, Just drop it right there, volleyed glances from
Mel to Justin. Justin told me he might need some legal advice on the
movie deal, so I hope you dont mind.
I know. Michael already asked.
He did? Justin rolled up wary eyes. What did he say?
We didnt get into it. She watched Justins lips tighten
as he looked down and slowly shook his head. Im really sorry, Sweetie,
but its not my area of expertise. If you want to check with Brian, theyre
both at Woodys right now.
Pulse jumping, Justin caught himself before his stare turned acrid, kept his
voice calm. Ill touch base with them later on. Linz? Can I leave
my stuff here? Ill just be gone for a little while.
Sure.
Thanks, Justin grimly smiled and saw himself out. Hafta get out
of here before I say something choice about Jennys Father.
Mel watched with regret. I didnt want to disappoint them. Maybe
I should have at least asked him what the problem was.
I dont think thats it. He told me they wanted it kept private
and hes probably just concerned that it isnt anymore.
Mired back in personal woes, Mel stared, I guess you and I both know
the feeling.
They stood staring at each other from across their invisible cavern, knowing
that soon EVERYONE would know, and their empty shell of normalcy would begin
to fall apart.
Outside, Justin cleared the bottom step, stopped and kicked it, took a couple
deep breaths and debated what to do. He dug out his cell phone and checked
for a formal invitation. No messages. Temper rising, he keyed Brians
cell, quickly cooled off and disconnected. Could he call either Brian OR Michael
without sounding like a jilted date? What the FUCK was Michael up to. With
Brian. Who was supposed to be working late. Then again, it wasnt unusual
for Michael to seek out Brian for any trivial to catastrophic reason. Or for
Brian to avail himself. But right after the legal advice thing?
No. Im not waiting until after the fact. Its not like Woodys
is a closed meeting place. If it involves the movie, it involves ME, and I
need to know whats going on. Only one way to find out.
Eyes set, pace solid, Justin rams his phone into his pocket and hikes toward
Woodys.
Song: Hornets Nest by Tim Reynolds
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