FULL AND UNCUT – IV
By London
Sunny Saturday morning at the Plaza.
Designer shades, casual dress, Brett, Con and a surly Agent talked over cappuccinos
at a small indoor table.
Brett sipped his drink, glanced at Con. Justins turning out to
be a real find. Quick learner. Even got his own place and moved in a couple
days ago.
Agent grated, Glad to hear youre expanding the Art Studio. So
why havent we seen this hot script yet? You know, as Cons agent,
I need to know what were getting into before we sign. Especially with
this gay angle.
Guys. Guys. I thought we had that all settled, Brett sat straight,
voice ardent with Type-A flavor. Con? You thought it was a great part.
A real challenge. Remember?
The Super-Hero, yeah. But I checked out the actual comic.
And? Brett tilted down his glasses for direct contact.
Con removed his shades, laid them on the table. I talked to a few people
and
I think Rage needs real internal conflict to give him more emotion and audience
appeal. Something to balance out the cops n robbers aspect.
So what did you have in mind? KEEPING in mind the character clause.
Con and Agent exchanged a glance then Agent leaned forward.
West Hollywood one-bedroom. Communal-used furnishings, shirt and briefs on
the couch back, couple beer bottles on the coffee table. Justin sat in the
lounger, brows knit over the book in his lap.
An average-looking Neatnik dressed for tennis strolled past him. Havent
you got that memorized yet? The whole time youve been here, youve
been reading.
Its good stuff. But Ill probably never look at a movie the
same way again.
Youll see it like WE do. A job. Dont forget
Peteys
off tonight and unless one of us gets lucky, three of usll be home later.
That makes you the sleeping bag on the floor. Neatnik stopped at the
door, looked back. Tell you what. Clean up Harleys shit and Ill
give you the couch.
Deal. Justin watched Neatnik nod and leave. Then he shut the book,
rocked his head to ease the stiffness, stood up and stretched.
His phone rang. He dug it from his cargo pants pocket, Hello?
and smiled, Hey, Con. Nothing much. Trying to learn what everybody here
already knows. He snatched the shirt off the couch Hmm. Harleys
- used it like an oven mitt to grab the briefs. Not touching THOSE with my
bare hands. Your pool? I could go for that. He pitched the clothing
into a full basket, wandered to the window, parted the curtains, saw young folks
out and about. Yeah, I can meet you there. See you in about an hour.
After pocketing his phone, Justin snatched and raced the beer bottles to the
trash, kicked a pair of grungy work boots into a corner then opened a computer
desk drawer doubling as his dresser. Thanks, Brian, Daphne and Ethan
for
my amazing adaptability.
Liberty Diner, post lunch crush. Two booths with loitering couples, Michael
and Brian dressed casual at a rear booth near the pickup station.
Michael watched Brian intently read a fat instruction booklet in one hand,
punch keys on a new cell phone in his other. You had that thing a week
already and its STILL not working right?
Truly state-of-the-art. What I need is buried in the shit I DONT
need, Brian grumbled, finally snapped the phone shut, shoved it in his
pants pocket and tossed the booklet beside his coffee. Time to visit
the Mall and trade it in.
Thought you had a convention this weekend.
I found a better alternative.
The World of Concrete. A vast array of mini-structures, flashy mixing trucks,
clean-cut salesmen and skeptical buyers.
Trooping through the throng, Cellular Innovations name tag and big grin, Ted.
Notepad in one hand, bag of freebies and brochures dangling from the other,
he wowed a Crown-Engineering-tagged Exec with,
lightweight, better
sound and thermal insulation, it can be cut, drilled, screwed and nailed like
wood
And Brian thought this would be boring.
Back at the Diner, Michael moved along, Did the cops find your car yet?
If they did, theyre probably joyriding around the Blue Ridge Mountains
and planning to tell me later.
Ill bet some kids took it. Its how kids think. Adults think
with their frontal lobes but teenagers think with a more primitive part of the
brain called the amygdule.
Brian slouched back. Why, Mikey. Are you studying to be a brain surgeon?
Living with Ben. He doesnt just study what to teach but how kids
learn.
Teaching effectiveness through outwitting your students. Very commendable.
Not always, Michael hunched on crossed arms. He actually
joked that thinking with my amygdule could explain my fascination with comics.
Its a letdown having your partner suggest youre a primitive thinker.
So whats YOUR theory?
Because its fun and I like it.
How amygdulatic.
Dont knock it. It may be the secret of your sex drive.
Emmett flitted over in time to catch a few words and see Brians cocky
grin, Sex drive talk? Well dont stop now. And he swung into
the seat beside Michael.
Michael clarified, Actually we were talking about brain function. Bens
doing some reading on it.
Do tell, Emmett drolled with lapsing interest.
Did you know there are left-brained and right-brained thinkers?
Brian leaned back with, Does it determine which side your dick hangs?
and got Emmetts brighter grin.
No, Michael went on as if the quip was serious, hands active as
he explained. You and Justin are good examples. Theres the analytical
left-brained thinker which is kind of like you, and the emotional artistic right-brained
thinker like Justin.
Emmett asked, What about people like me? Who
uh
arent
all that analytical, but theyre creative
but not DEEP creative like
Justin.
Thats a no-brainer, Brian offered, left his seat and left
Emmett in thought.
Michael watched Brian toss a couple bucks on the table. You wanna have
dinner at our place tonight?
Brians jaw twitched and he frontal-lobed a Thanks, but I have a
lot of work to do, instead of the save-your-sympathy that first popped
into mind. He headed for the cashier to settle his bill and move on before
talk turned to Justin again.
Emmett was still perplexed. Are there really no-brainers?
Depends on if he meant figurative or literal.
Considering Brians usual modus, Emmett shifted to the vacant side of
the booth and narrowed-eyed Brian going out the door. I dont like
him sometimes.
Well just cut him a break, Michael defended. He just had
his car stolen along with his cell phone, all the work in his briefcase
and
Justins in the Sin City of the West.
Still miffed, Emmett prissed, At least ONE of them is having a good time,
grabbed a menu, ignored Michaels evil eye and grumbled, I, for one,
detest having my little flame reduced to a hippocampus releasing oxytocin,
before an excited, Oh goody! The specials CHICKEN!
Michael merely blinked at the wonder of Emmett.
At Connor James metrosex mansion, mid-afternoon sunlight sparkled off
a large, aqua pool. Shaded by a second-floor veranda, Con and Justin in skimpy
running shorts lazed on loungers separated by a small table with two cell phones
and half-drained rum-and-cokes.
Con turned his head to see Justins face tense over a hefty Storyboard
Techniques book tight in his grip. Keep that up and those worry linesll
become permanent before their time.
Thats the problem. Time, Justin mumbled, laid the book on
his thighs. He shook out his strained right hand, leaned back, pressed both
palms to his eyes and flashed back to his first day in a real working studio.
I never realized how much I dont know.
Con sat up and swung his legs so that his knees almost touched Justins
lounger. You know what they say about all work.
I dont have time to play.
Everybody in this business is a player and they MAKE time to play,
Con snatched the book, plopped it on the cement and warmly added, Now
do your host a favor and leave it there?
Justin bent his arms behind his head, cleared his throat, Sorry,
then panned the designer grounds. This is really a nice place. Beats
dodging three roommates and a shower full of permanent mildew that makes my
allergies kick.
Con laughed and lightly punched Justins thigh, Every player pays
his dues, his eyes running Justins length from bare feet to raised
arms. You know, you should try going without the polar underwear.
What? Justin scrunched a face and followed Cons gaze to his
armpit. Made him chuckle uncomfortably. You mean
shave under my
arms? And please say no.
Nothing that barbaric. I mean, get waxed. Seeing Justin grin
and turn away, Con stood tall, flexed his arms up to reveal smooth contour.
Youre insulting me, he crooned with a flashy smile.
I didnt mean it like that, Justin winced and took a long
look. Con DID have a cleanly manicured attraction.
And Con flaunted it with a hands-behind-head stretch. Ever work out?
Not really.
Con reclaimed his lounge with easy grace. Body builders wax all the
time. Defines their muscles more.
I doubt Ill be going for any body-building trophies. Its
not my thing, Justin firmed and, suddenly a little self-conscious, lowered
his arms to his sides.
Sleek and clean is hot. The Babes out here love it. Not to mention
the guys. Youre an artist. Name one Michelangelo that pays homage to
a lot of body hair.
Justin shut his eyes to recall any works of art. Including his own.
Con side-eyed with an actors ability to salivate without showing it.
Its an exciting new feel. Something your boyfriend might appreciate.
My partner, Justin darkened, And lets leave Brian
out of this. Something almost sacrilegious about sharing intimacies with
even a friend/business trick like Con. Surely something Brian would never do
to HIM.
Con blew off the misstep with, Just a local inside tip, then lifted
his drink and toasted air. Ready for a fresh one?
No, Im still good. Justin sat up to grab his glass. His
cell phone rang and his lazy reach turned frantic as he snapped up the phone
and answered, Hello?
Standing outside a Sprint store in the Mall, Brian unconsciously smiled at
the sound. Justin.
Justins face transformed to Oscar-winning glow, Hey, until
he noticed Con watching. Hold on a minute, and addressed Con without
cupping the receiver. Ill be right back.
Brians smile flattened. He drifted toward a potted tree away from other
shoppers, phone to his ear during the hour-long seconds. Justins not
alone. So fucking what.
Justin walked along the pool to the deep end and kept his back to Con more
to feel alone with Brian than leave Con out. Brian. I was hoping youd
call.
If theres somebody with you -
No. I mean
yeah, Im at Connor James place, but were
just talking shop.
Oh, Brian dryly answered. HIM again. So what did you need?
Justins smile faded at the ice in Brians tone. I just wanted
to let you know I moved out of Bretts guest house and into my own place.
Brian leaned against the concrete planter, eyes down and a dim smile. Good.
Youre finally getting settled in. Settled in. Over there.
Well
its not exactly my own, Justin warmed. Rents
here are so high, Im sharing it with three other guys.
Sounds hot.
Me and three straight guys? Justin chuckled. Two of them
are pigs, theres only one bedroom and one bathroom, you can never find
a dry towel and you have to take a number to masturbate.
That could explain the wet towels, Brian glibbed bittersweet.
Despite the complaints, he detected a general satisfaction. So hows
work?
Theres a lot, but I love it, Justin sparked without hesitation
then cleared his throat. Is everything okay with you? I tried calling
yesterday but got disconnected.
I bought another phone and got a new number.
What happened to the old one?
Brian pursed his lips, drummed fingers on the planter. Somebody stole
it
along with the Vette.
Justins eyes popped. What? When?
A week ago.
A week
Justin fumed, Brian, you agreed that if anything
happened to you, Id be the first to know.
Brian touched his forehead and weakly defended, And what should I have
told the cop when he asked me what happened? I cant tell you until I
talk to my partner?
You know what I mean, Justin grated then cooled down. Did
you get it back?
Not yet, but its insured.
Are you okay?
Im fine. Now find a piece of paper and write down this number.
Ill save the taser gun and mad dog for later.
Hold on. Justin turned and jogged back to Con who was working
on a newspaper crossword puzzle. Con. I need a pen and some paper.
Got any?
Yeah. Here. Con handed over his pencil and the business section.
Justin bent over the table, raised the phone to his ear and used that elbow
to pin the paper. Ready. Go ahead. He scribbled Brians
number along the margin, handed the pencil back to Con then turned and paced
away again. Call me when they find the car, okay?
Yeah. I have to get back to the office.
And Ive got a lot of reading to do.
Later.
Later, Justin whispered, heard the disconnect like a severed lifeline.
Con set aside his puzzle and watched Justin still as a statue and staring at
the closed phone in his hand. Problem?
Justin spun around, sauntered back. Just Brian.
You dont sound too happy about it.
Justin stopped and picked up the paper with Brians number. Its
just
between the time change and work, we dont get much chance to
talk.
You mean you dont call each other every night? Con grinned.
Justin twisted a face, Were not like a couple schoolgirls,
eyed the paper. Shit. Liberty Air Files Chapter Eleven. Shit.
One of Brians main accounts.
If youre booked on them, dont worry. They can still fly
under bankruptcy for months.
Im not on
, Justin stalled in a thought flash. Im
thinking
I might take a short trip to Pittsburgh. Check on the comic.
You and Brett. Dont you ever relax? IM thinking -
Con stood up, - we should check out the pool.
Justin folded the paper, stooped and slid it into his book, glanced aside and
did a double take as Con slid off his shorts and tossed them onto his lounger.
Con caught the look, smiled and stood hand-on-hip. Youre in LA
now, Justin. Go with it. And he strode red-carpet-style to the deeper
end, took classic form and dove in.
Its not like we havent been alone naked before, Justin thought,
shelved his ill ease and peeled down his shorts. Then he did his own strut
to the deeper end, paused to watch Con and recalled how, even pumped on E and
margueritas, he had liked the sensual feel as much as the star-fucking high.
So who does your wax?
Con swam to the pool edge, studied Justins eyes to check if he was kidding.
Nope.
Striding along Liberty, Brian stopped and turned when he heard Michaels
winded, Hey. Wait up, and saw him slicing through the crowd.
The Comic stores THAT way, Brian pointed behind him.
I know. Wherere YOU going?
Fuck. Just walking, Brian continued at a more Mikey-friendly pace. Seeking
solitude.
Who seeks solitude on Liberty Avenue.
Then Linz moved toward them, pushing Gus in a stroller almost too small for
him.
Daddy! he chirped to Linzs frantic, Gus. Wait
as he nearly tipped over while bolting from his ride.
Sonny Boy! Brian lit and ruffled the hair on the boy hugging his
leg.
Hey, Gus, Michael smiled and tapered it to, Linz
when she finally joined the group.
Glad to see them but feeling awkward around Michael, Linz brushed back her
hair. Brian. Michael. We were just on -
Gus cut, Were goin to da POUNTAIN! grabbed Brians
hand, You can come, too, and tugged. And Unca Mike, too.
I guess were going to da Pountain, Brian grinned, marveled
at how a three-year-olds churning legs could out-pace his long stride
without tiring.
At the large Point Fountain concrete rim, hand tight in Brians, Gus pointed
at the enticing ripples, stared up. Can we go in dere?
No.
Why?
Because of sharks.
Bri-an, Linz glared while Michael snickered.
So Brian crouched eye-level with his son. There arent REALLY sharks
in there. But if we go in, well be breaking the law, the police will
come and arrest us, and youll have to walk home alone. Then he
lifted eyes from Guss wide ones and blinked an Okay-NOW? at Linz.
Gus decided, Walk aroun den.
Brian rose into Guss pull and followed.
Linz called, Dont get near the edge, and pointed to the river
beyond.
I wont. He doesnt want to walk home alone.
With Brian and Gus more distant, Michael turned serious eyes on Linz. I
saw Mel yesterday.
Oh? How is she? Linz raked her hair, wanting to know, not wanting
to care.
Getting ready to go back to work.
And
Jenny? Our daughter. Should have been our daughter.
Getting bigger and cuter every day, Michael looked off with father
pride. If she keeps THAT up, Ill have to buy myself a shotgun.
Linz lightly changed, Have you heard from Justin?
On the other side of the crashing water, Gus stopped to point at a huge crane
lifting a beam above a tall steel frame. Lookit DAT!
Brian sat on the rim, lifted Gus onto his lap. Thats the new medical
building.
Gus squinted at the hard-hatted workers placing the beam. Are dose firemen?
No. Construction workers.
Strushin workers, Gus repeated to firm this new knowledge. To
Gus they looked rugged, powerful and immune to heights. I wanna be a
strushin worker.
Brian leaned his cheek against Guss head. Why not. I once wanted
to be an Ad Exec. And watched through troubled eyes, voice to himself.
Are they doing that because they like it? Or because its the only
thing they do best? Besides fucking.
Gus was more distracted by Michaels Whats the holdup?
He and Linz appeared just as a breeze sent mist over them.
Spraaaay! Gus shouted, hopped off Brians lap and faced the
drops with outstretched arms and mouth open like he was catching snowflakes.
Gus! Linz dashed between him and the water. Dont get
it in your mouth. That waters dirty. And she ushered him further
away, looked at the men, The winds picking up. Wed better
go.
No, Gus sternly chirped, peeked at Brian and got the Ragian Mind
Meld. Tried to override it but ended up looking sullenly away. We hafta
go now. You come too, Daddy?
Maybe later. Someday youll perfect that ray. Hope to fuck
were still getting along by then.
After rounds of Byes, Brian watched Linz and Gus enter the shadows of
the tunnel leading to the City, felt Michaels stare and met it dead on.
What?
Whats wrong?
Brian gave a deceptive grin, shoulder shrug. Nothing. Started
up the walkway to the tunnel, leaving Michael stalled a moment and sensing something
major wrong.
In Cons gym, Justin sits on a trainers table, watches a wax tech
smear a test patch on his thigh. Walking toward Liberty Avenue, Brian looks
up as he and Michael pass the construction site.
Song: Devils Haircut by Beck
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