FULL AND UNCUT – III
By London
Brian felt an eerie chill, pulse drumming as he stood rigid and stared at the
growling dog. The fucker wasnt backing down. NOW what. Brian veeeery
slowly angled his arm so that his jacket slid over his left hand. If need be,
Armani would have to do more than just look good. His peripheral vision caught
distant car headlights approaching. I hope youre fucking speeding.
Brian watched the beasts ears flatten, massive front paw rise. Heard
the car engine, raced his mind through speed and distance math. Still too far.
Brian stood firm, focused hard STAY, you mutherfucker. The animal stepped
forward, muscles coiling under its coarse hide and priming to strike.
Brian side-glanced the car, knew the move would break the trance. Now!
He whirled and tore across the road, dog charging after.
The oncoming car slammed on brakes, tires screaming to a stop that barely missed
Brian, front bumper tapping the dogs muzzle enough to send it retreating
into the woods. The shaken driver jumped out and shouted at Brian, Ah
didnt mean to hit yer doe-g! and headed for the spot where the beast
was last seen. Cmawn, pooch. Where yat, pooch?
Chest heaving, head exploding, Brian brushed back his hair Im
fine, thank you and took shaky steps toward the wiry man with coal-miner
looks. That wasnt my dog. We just met and didnt hit it off
too well.
Ill be, Miner stood in the brush, stared down and scratched
his head. Musbe one a them stray packs done this.
Possibly more than ONE? Brian looked past Miners shoulder at a mangled
deer, felt his stomach turn and glanced aside at the thought of what might have
been.
Miner drawled, Theres people gets em as pets then dumps em
in the woods when they get tired of em or jes flat out gives up on em.
Makes em go back to wild. He fast-checked Brian. You from
round here?
Brians eyes combed the woods. Just on business. Somebody stole
my car. And I think it would be a good idea to leave before the dinner pack
shows up. No road signs. Where are we, anyway?
Wes Virginna, Miner said like he suspected Brian was slow,
turned toward his old Delta 88 and called over a shoulder, Cmawn,
if yer comin. Ill ride ya to the Sheriff Station.
Brian curbed any smart retort and followed, slid into the passenger side, tried
to avoid what looked like dust and grease. Mind if I borrow your cell
phone?
CELL phone? Miner chuckled, revved his engine. Ah heard
them damn things gives ya brain cancer. Still feel real bad about that doe-g.
Ah thinkll be okay. Least he run pretty good.
What about my fucking CAR. How long before we reach the Sheriffs
Station?
A whole hour, Michael grumbled at the can of drain cleaner in his
hand then peered at the gunky water in Mels kitchen sink. And nothings
happening yet.
Frustrated, Mel stood beside him, both hands on her hips. Maybe you
could take that part off - she pointed to the pipe elbow in the open cabinet,
- and drain it into that bucket.
Michael blinked. Do you have any idea how much of this shit is IN that
water?
Well I CANT leave it sit in the sink. Christ, Michael. Cant
you smell those fumes?
They snapped attention to muted baby grunts on the monitor.
Got any rubber gloves? Michael softened. Ill bail
it out and see if I can dilute whats left.
Right drawer. Ill be right back, Mel pointed then headed
for the stairs.
Michaels cell phone rang. He whipped it from a pocket and grouched,
Hello.
On a desk phone in a tiny Police Station holding room, Brian cheeked, Did
I get you in the middle of bad sex?
Worse. Since youre so good at plumbing, why dont you come
down to Mels and join me?
I WOULD, but Ive been carjacked.
WHAT?
What? Mel had returned, eyed Michaels shocked look.
Michael rattled to Mel, Brians been carjacked! then to the
phone, Are you hurt?
No, but Im trapped in a small place with a group of men who wouldnt
know Armani from armed robbery.
Tell me where youre at and Ill be right there. He
grabbed a paper towel and pen, started scribbling. Whats the phone
number? Got it. See ya, and shoved the paper into his pocket, jammed
his phone beside it.
Mel held out a set of keys. Take my car. Is he alright? And dont
tell him I asked.
Yeah, Michael accepted, glanced at the sink. What if I dropped
you and Jenny at Linzs? Im sure she wouldnt
he
trailed off at the dead look in her eyes. Come on. You can stay at our
place till I get this fixed.
Give me a minute to get Jenny ready.
I can help, Michael insisted, got Mels nod and trailed her
back to the stairs.
Brian hung up the phone then walked out to a short hallway with an overhead
Sheriff Office sign and started for the exit. A fifty-ish mountaineer in a
Sheriffs uniform stepped from the office and blocked him. Mr. Kinney?
You forgot your copy, and held out a carboned Police report.
Thanks. Brian took and folded the sheet into his pocket. How
long does it usually take to recover a stolen car?
Depends, Sheriff rubbed his neck. On a Corvette
Ah
wouldnt stay up all night over it. Moren likely, its chopped
t pieces and halfway tthree states by now, but were doin
all we can.
Arent YOU the cheery optimist. What about this? Brian pointed
to the two bruises on his arm. Shouldnt somebody take a look at
it?
Little taser gun mark? Sheriff smiled, Shell heal up
fine -
THATS good.
- and so far, nobodys been known t have any lastin
effects from the fifty-thousand volt hit.
Im so relieved, Brian grit.
Ya manage to reach anybody?
I have a friend on his way.
Well, youre welcomed to wait in here.
Its a nice night. For a fucked up night.
Theres coffee back here if you want later, Sheriff turned
to his office, paused and craned back. Jes for the record? Ah know the
difference between Armani n armed robbery. Jes happen to think its
the same thing, he grinned then disappeared into his office.
Brian iced a return grin. Mikey, STEP on it!
At Marcos small apartment
Justin leaned over a white leather couch to scrutinize a pen-and-ink drawing
of a Picasso sculpture in downtown Chicago, one of many architectural drawings
along the white walls. This is really good. Technically. But
Marcos people all looked flat and emotionless.
That one took top award in a student exhibit, Marco answered from
his computer desk, smile going to a swallow, eyes diverting from an onscreen
drawing of Rage fucking JT. I like your
action sequences.
And he sped to another drawing.
Thats a big thing for comics. Finding and capturing the height
of the action. Justin moved close and stood at Marcos shoulder,
stared at an onscreen pic of Rage punching a bad guy.
Both were interrupted by electronic beeps from Marcos pocket. He quickly
pulled his phone, checked a message and stood up. Well have to
cut it short. My moonlighting job, he smiled and headed for his bedroom
door. I just have to change clothes, then Ill drop you at Bretts.
You have another job? Justin called to the lit doorway, heard an
answer float back.
Yeah. How do you think I can afford this place? Rents out here are
a bitch.
Justin panned the living room, kitchenette. Small but clean, and the furnishings
looked top line. Then a new nag. I havent even thought about it,
but I guess I should. Im sure Brett doesnt plan on me staying in
his guesthouse forever. How much does a place like this run?
Marco stood in the doorway, pulled a fine Italian knit over his head. On
what Silberman pays? Youd better get another job. Do me a favor and
bookmark that website, Marco pointed as he rounded into the bathroom.
Justin did as requested, I was a waiter back home, spied more of
Marcos drawings on the desktop, casually browsed.
Through the open bathroom doorway, Marco combed back his hair, took a pill
bottle from his medicine cabinet and popped one dry. Thats what
I did when I first got to LA. In fact, thats how I landed Silberman.
Sealed his dinner receipt in an envelope with my resume and a floppy of my work.
No way he could write it off without opening that envelope. Obviously, you
dont have to go that route.
Justin chuckled then knit brows at an unusual graphic. Didnt get the
significance, but it looked like a replica of a Union card of some kind. He
shrugged it off, straightened the papers. So whats your other job?
Marco returned looking spiffed for a hot date. Nothing dramatic,
he tipped a nod. Say. I got a couple friends looking for another roommate.
Its the cheaper part of town, but its close to work and theyre
okay guys. I can give you a number. He snatched a leather jacket off
a kitchenette stool and headed for the front door.
Justin followed. Okay as in, alright that Im gay?
They wont care. Long as you pay your part and dont bring
anybody home.
What other choice WAS there, aside from imposing on Brett for even more help.
I can take care of myself. Its a start, Justin nodded as
he stepped past Marco into the hall and Marco flicked off the light, shut the
door.
Dark rural route. A car dome light clicked on and washed over Brian squinting
at a map from the passenger seat, Michael at the steering wheel.
Michael glanced at the gas meter on low. I hope Mels car makes
it to civilization soon. Id hate to run out of gas and run into your
mad dog. Howd you know what to do?
Its amazing what you can learn when you fuck a postman.
Brian clicked off the dome and saw a faint glow ahead. The expressway
should be just over the next hill.
You know, I could use this. Rage battles vicious, mechanical dogs sent
by an evil -
Arent they always?
- homophobic Wizard. Michaels eyes lit and he dug for his
cell phone. I should call Justin.
Brian grabbed Michaels wrist and raised the hand back onto the steering
wheel. And how will you explain this great brainstorm? Just get us back
to fucking Pittsburgh, and dont mention the stolen Vette and the Canine
From Hell.
Youre not gonna tell him?
The last thing he needs right now is distraction. Turn left here.
Michael swerved sharply to make the entry ramp. Have you talked to him
lately?
Brian pushed off the door panel and back into his seat. Pull over.
Im driving.
If youd tighten your seatbelt
Michael muttered, Getting
a movie job in Hollywood is a big deal. Did you even call to congratulate him?
Brian rolled his eyes at a Welcome To Ohio sign. Since when did my phone
calls become your fucking business?
Sounded like a big No to Michael. You know, maybe you could stop chanting
your Brian-Kinney-Doesnt-Do-Romance bullshit long enough to think about
what Justin might like.
Hes free to find what he likes. He doesnt need me to play
games with him.
Yeah? Well
piss around long enough and he WILL disappear. Whats
wrong with a call, or flowers?
Justins allergic to flowers.
Then what ISNT he allergic to?
I could send him a dozen cats.
All Im saying is
you might want to let him know you care.
He knows, Brian said low. But it shouldnt get in his
way.
Just what I wanted to hear, Michael turned somber.
And what makes Mikey say THAT? Brian lightly pressed.
You dont want to hear about my boring traditional life. I could
tell how much you enjoyed Mels sink.
Brian eyed Michaels straight-ahead focus, discreetly lifted three fingers
off his thigh and timed each one back down. Three
two
Hunters been kinda restless lately.
Hes a fucking teenager, not Rip Van Winkle.
Its more than that, Michael eyed Brian then the highway.
He mentioned moving out in a kind of PC I-Love-You-But
sort of way.
The Call of the Wild Breeder, Brian leaned back.
Yeah. Joke about it, Michael razed. Hes so young.
And with all the shit thats been dumped on him, Im not sure hes
ready.
Mikey, why do you think we live in a gay community?
But were his family!
With one major difference. And all the caring in the world wont
change that.
So youre saying just let him go? And have him think we dont
give a shit?
Or
you could interfere
Brian raised a matter-of-fact
brow,
deny him the chance to be himself and PROVE you dont
give a shit.
Michael side-eyed Brian, exhaled and stared ahead. I just dont
know
how far I can do whats right before it starts turning into something
wrong.
For you? Or for him?
Either way, itd be the same for all of us.
You could always chalk it up to experience and move on.
Maybe you wouldnt think that way if youd admit to loving
somebody.
A man should never limit his options.
I happen to think a man should pick one and work at it.
Thats probably exactly what Hunters doing.
Michael thought it over, resigned, Why do you always sound so good in
theory.
Its a gift, Brian grinned to Michaels rolling eyes.
Whatever isnt working can lead to other new discoveries. Nobody said
it wouldnt hurt. But only the strong get past it. Not optimism. Fucking
reality.
By the way
Mel asked if you were alright.
I hope you told her no. Id hate to ruin her day.
Michael sneaked a side look at Brians serene grin, smiled to himself.
Yeah. Right. Wouldnt shock me if someday you both got genetically tested
and found out youre related.
Bretts guesthouse.
Through a large window, moonlight mottled the thin sheet on Justin, rustling
on his back in the double bed. Eyes open. Arm up. Then slapping down. Fuck.
Cant sleep. Justin cleared his throat, glanced at the cell phone sitting
in its charger.
At the Loft
Brian lay staring at the ceiling. He rolled to his side, punched his pillow,
sank into it and shut his eyes. Popped them open. Fuck. He let his eyes wander
to the clock. To the phone.
Justin groaned, rose to a cross-legged sit and was about to get up when his
cell phone rang. He stretched and snatched it. Someone from the Studio calling
this late? Hello?
No party tonight? Not that its a bad thing.
Brian, Justin gleamed, ran an ecstatic hand through his hair then
masked with a casual tone. It must be two AM out there. Youre
still up?
Brian glanced down at his hand on the sheet below his waist. Somehow its innocent
groin-scratching had become cock-stroking. Just slow and easy. You could
say that.
Is he hot? Not that I care. And not like I dont.
I cant tell. ARE you?
Jesus. Hes alone. Justin eased down to his side, voice smoky low, You
could say that, rolled onto his back and started his own light massage.
So how was your first day?
Exhausting. A lot to learn. But I can do it. Still wonder why I havent
seen any of the Rage stuff yet. I keep hearing its in development.
Sometimes movies take
Brian paused in dismal thought. Years.
What?
A little time to get organized.
Um, Justin nodded. So what did YOU do all day?
The usual dazzling shit, Brian stared off. My cell phone
is out - not sure WHERE, but thats immaterial, - so dont
call that number. Ill let you know if I decide to get a new one.
Hows your shoulder?
Almost good as new, Brian nearly grunted. Justin seemed close
enough to taste. And Brians hand had gone under the sheet, pulled firm
on his dick. Now I suggest we both turn in if either of us wants to be
worth a shit in the morning.
Okay, Justin whispered through a smile, tried not to breath heavy
into the phone.
I have no doubts youll be fabulous, Brian quietly added,
wet his lips. Fuck knows why.
Justin touched his lips to the phone, backed off with a mute, Thanks.
I learned from the best.
Later.
Later.
Brian clicked off first. He always did. Avoided the tiny silence that felt
too much like abandonment. Or the thought of clinging to nothing. Then wondered
if hed called for practical purpose
or used the purpose as an excuse
to call. Whatever the fuck
it felt right.
Justin listened to the click and smiled, knowing that in that small silence
Brians thoughts were still on him. And hanging up too soon would sever
that little imagined connection. So what if Brian didnt have much to
say. What mattered was
he called.
Brian jerked his cock faster, raised a knee and tented the sheet so its folds
swung with his moves
wrap of tissue near and ready. His breaths came shorter,
sharper
as Justin neared his own peak, light sheen on his bare shoulders, eyes
closed and lips parted in cool light.
Sounds of each others voice mellow on their minds, they both came knowing
that at that very moment, they were in each others thoughts.
For now, it was enough. For now.
Song: Warm Sound by Zero 7
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