EASING DOWN HARD - I
By London
Late August morning sun sizzled through the Lofts front windows. Stretched
naked on one side of the bed, Brian opened his eyes only to squint them shut
against the sting of a sweat drop. Fuck, he palmed his eye and
swung his legs over the edge with enough force to rouse Justin, also spread
on his back and with a pillow over his head.
Brian grabbed the digital clock, slammed it down and stood up.
Justin raised the pillow. Easy on the noise? Ive got a bitch of
a headache.
The fucking alarm didnt go off. And its a hundred and twenty
degrees in here.
Its also Saturday. As in we-dont-work-today. Justin
watched Brian stagger to a stand, groaned, What the fuck were we drinking
last night, and pulled the pillow back over his head.
Probably some homemade shit Babylon hypes when the crowd is too high
to notice. Brian crawled across the mattress, lifted the pillow, kissed
Justins lips and whispered, We were supposed to meet Mikey at the
Comic Shop an hour ago. You can stay here or get your ass up, then backed
off.
I think I had my ass up most of the night, Justin shifted slowly
so his head would keep up with the rest of him, At least I knew where
you were. He sat and winced from an E-alcohol marathon fuck, pushed to
a stand. I cant tell which end hurts more.
Brian stood up too quickly and palmed his own head against the woozies. If
its any consolation, we both had a fabulous time, then grumbled,
Now we get to fry in hell, as he thumped down the stairs toward
the living room thermostat while Justin dragged to the bathroom.
In the shower, Justin set an aspirin bottle on the lube-condom shelf, leaned
his cheek and chest against the cool wall and let warm water sooth down his
back. Kept his eyes closed and hardly flinched when he heard the toilet flush,
Brian enter and snap the door shut behind him. We need a bathtub.
Wouldnt it look odd in here? Brian leaned back against the
wall beside Justin, his eyes shut as water pulsed down his chest, cock and legs.
Justin cracked his eyes open. No worse than two guys leaning up against
a wall to soak. And YOURE the one who said we needed a Jacuzzi. Im
merely proposing a reasonable alternative. This shower is big enough.
A tub in a shower stall. Now I KNOW I fucked your brains out.
I meant remodel, Justin slapped Brians wet leg,
and
the celebration was worth it. He watched Brians head roll his way,
large eyes soft above a smile. You did it, Brian. Broke even this month.
WE did it.
They turned toward each other, shoulders to the wall, arms around waists until
they closed into a kiss in the fringe of the spray.
Brian combed his fingers through Justins damp hair, brushing it from
his face. Hows your head?
Ill live. Yours?
Brian glanced at his semi-hard cock, watched Justins eyes follow and
tilt back a plea. We could soap up and rub together.
Justin smiled at one of many little compromises from the former unshakable
Kinney. Could a bathtub be far behind. Provided there were enough spare funds
after renovating
Tales From the Crypt. A second-story equivalent to an unfinished basement
complete with dusty boxes, support posts and a heating-cooling duct like a large
aluminum chimney up the center of the room.
Michael watched Brian wave a hand in front of the high duct vents. It
should get cooler. I just opened the vents an hour ago.
An HOUR ago? At least it was cooler than the Loft. What about electrical
outlets?
Theres one, Michael moved to a dark corner. Buzzy
kept his office over here.
I didnt know Buzzy could write.
Justin, hand to his chin in thought, stood before the grimy windows overlooking
Liberty - I could paint our sign right on the glass, - while Brian
and Michael cased the walls.
Heres another one, Michael moved a box, coughed from the
resulting dust stir.
That makes three, Brian stood center room, hands on hips, brows
furrowed. So far, we can support a coffee maker and two lamps.
Justin eyed Brian, Is it okay if I set up graphics beside these windows?
Why not? We can run a fifty foot extension cord and give up the coffee
maker.
Michael brushed off his hands, joined Brian. When Ben and I thought
about living here, we had a contractor check it out. He said the wiring probably
couldnt handle any heavy appliances. Computers arent heavy appliances,
are they?
In THAT case
YOU can move them up here, Brian grinned.
Michael studied the look for a long moment, finally ventured, No?
You get an A, Brian beamed.
Thanks, Michael drolly relaxed, I guess my effort in Sleeper
Couch One-O-One paid off, faltered when Brian rolled wide eyes straight
at him. But Ill still move the computers up, though, if you want.
You are so pathetic.
Justin moved beside Brian and hinted to Michael, Youre supposed
to wait until he asks for your help
which might be a cold day in hell
so
in my own interests, I graciously accept your offer. When he caught Brians
fuck-you stare, Is school out yet? Can we get down to some serious issues?
Brian calmly added to Michael, Impatient little brat, isnt he?
You picked him, Michael grinned, making the conversation almost
a private exchange.
Justin leaned against Brian, stared into his eyes. Because you so love
me, smile, slow blink. You two wanna play around me? Try it.
Michael tensed at the bold move. NOBODY backed Brian into a corner like that.
I
need to check on Ben. And he eased to the stairs, froze
a moment when he saw Brian kiss Justins lips. Michael shook his head
as he thumped down the steps. Whoever thought Brian Kinney would be in whatever
the fuck he didnt believe in. Not like nobody knew. Just a surprise
that Brian confirmed it.
Off guard and shocked that Brians silent kiss was as potent as admission
in front of Michael Justin gripped Brians neck and planted
a hot return kiss, backed off with a blush. I didnt say that because
I
thought
he stared at Brians raised brows, half smile. The
more I learn about you, the more I think Ill keep you around.
I think Ill let you think that.
They wrapped together for another kiss. A little longer. Remembering a time
when some words were too volatile even as a joke, and attempts at emotional
touch were perceived as manipulation. Trust had come a long way.
Downstairs, Michael moved behind the counter to join Ben in specs, seated and
reading student papers. I dont know. Justins ready to move
in, but Brians not happy with the power setup, and it hasnt cooled
down much.
Wont get any cooler with the two of them up there alone,
Ben kept reading, hardly interested.
Michael pulled the papers from Bens hand and frowned at his okay-Im-listening
stare above his glass rims. You know, we could use some help on the lease
and Id rather have somebody we can trust. Maybe YOU can go up and talk
to them -
The ceiling thumped and they both glanced up before Ben drolled, After
the moaning stops? watched Michaels eyes narrow. Just kidding,
Ben set his glasses on the counter, stood and kissed Michaels cheek as
he passed.
Upstairs, Brian stood hands on hips watching Justin on his knees and shuffling
through the contents of a cardboard box. Has your thirst for prehistoric
relics been appeased?
Nothing from your date of birth, Justin sensed movement and smacked
away Brians foot before it hit his ass, refocused on a handful of brochures.
Mustve been a travel agency before the Comic Shop moved in.
He handed one to Brian.
Bens trudge up the steps and into view drew their attention. So.
Have you two made a decision yet?
Justin raised yes eyes to Brian; Brian turned to Ben. If you update
the wiring.
Bens brows furrowed in thought, One of my students owns a small
business
yeah. We can do that.
Well then. Id say we have a deal.
Good. Ill let you know what legal details the Bank needs, and
we can go from there, he smiled and left to share the news with Michael.
Knowing how THAT works, Brian pulled a pen from his shirt pocket,
started a rough draft on the brochure, Id say we have plenty of
time to decide what we need where.
Justin stood and wandered to the windows. Its in walking distance
itll
be real convenient for working on Rage, he smiled down at a gay couple
strolling, holding hands. Its a great location.
Its a questionable location, Ruders hand clenched a
binder while enduring Brians stare and Rheinholdts dour concern.
I mean, he shook his head, That area is
its
What? Brian raised a brow from his seat beside Rheinholdts
desk, watched the standing Creative Directors grope for PC. Diverse?
Liberal? Uniquely dynamic?
It has a lot of clubs and bars, Ruder appealed to Rheinholdt.
So does every swank hotel on the convention circuit, Brian cut
in, That never stopped the high rollers from checking in, eyed Rheinholdt,
Nobody cares about the address on the business card. They care about
favorable impact and nominal cost. But
he leaned back,
if
you think I need a trendy high-priced rest stop between sales calls, Im
all for it. Just pick one out and pay the rent.
Ruder, more teetotaler than homophobe, held quiet and sullen. Hed played
toward being Rheinholdts right hand man to secure his position, but that
last line clinched it Rheinholdt answered BRIAN.
A dedicated office IS more appropriate.
Especially when Im paying for it. Ill have the file update
on your desk after the move. And, Brian stood to leave, RegionAirs
about to pick up a new route, so well be getting a bonus for getting the
word out. Just a little icing.
Good work, Rheinholdt toned more expectation than elation. As
long as the agency made money - no waves, no expense, no argument.
Brian nodded to Ruder, left with a little victory grin.
Next came the tricky part
Announcing it to the gang. Which wasnt much, considering that Michael
was at the official sublease signing, hed tell Debbie, and it would be
all over Liberty before lunch.
When Brian and Justin walked into the Diner, Debbie barreled over, arms wide
and a cheery, Con-GRA-tu-LA-tions! as she crushed Brian into a hug,
then a softer Sunshine when she switched to Justin and kissed his
cheek loud enough to make him blush. My boys. Working together. In
our community. Eyes glazed, she turned like a parade Field Marshall up
the aisle, Come on. Lunch is on me, pointed to the far end then
swerved behind the register to service three in line. Ill meet
you with a fresh pot.
At their usual booth, Michael sat with Ben to the outside, Hunter alone across
from them. In the next booth, Emmett sat sideways with an arm along the seatback
behind Michael, heralded the newcomers with a broad wave and gusty, Hi
Sweeties!
Ben saw Hunter crane back and beam at Brian, jumped to a stand. Brian.
Right here, he waved to the spot beside Michael then plopped next to glaring
Hunter.
Brian sat, grinned, If it isnt the happy family.
Happiness is subject to interpretation, Hunter winked.
I admire a versatile mind, Brian blinked back, heard Ben sternly
clear his throat.
Hey, Justin passed to Emmetts table and swung to the seat
across from him, could see Hunters lusty, smug he-picked-ME shot at him
through the space between shoulders. So Justin stuck his tongue out, got a
same return from Hunter.
Emmett noticed. Uh
mature conversation?
Sometimes you have to speak their language, Justin picked up a
menu, mumbled, And he started it, as he read.
Quick to other thoughts, Emmett leaned forward, hands clasped on the table,
grand smile, This is so exciting! I cant WAIT to see the new office.
You ARE having an open house party, arent you?
Well
itll probably BE awhile before -
Say nothing more. You know little ole me, Emmett leaned back and
swished a hand, Id be GLAD to take care of it, without reading
Justins stiff smile.
At the family booth, Hunter leaned against the wall with eyes trying mental
telepathy on Brian who was pointing out details of his brochure sketch to Ben
and Michael.
We need at least one outlet at each of these xs.
Ive already got that covered, Ben assured. Theyll
have a man out for an estimate after five today. But one of you should be there.
Coffee pot in hand, Debbie sailed in, poured and chattered from Brian to Justin,
You boys are gonna need some extra furniture and I got EXACTLY what youll
want in the basement.
Michael cringed, Mom, not that old white -
Its a good solid desk, and they can paint it any color they want,
she gleamed at Brian, And a Queen Anne chair looks good in ANY queens
office, right Emmett?
You have a Queen Anne chair? Emmetts mouth dropped. I
LOVE those!
As for YOU, she pointed at Hunter, set down the pot and pulled
out her checkbook. Youre having the Special, youre eating
the green beans, and I dont want to hear a word about it.
Brians Ill have the Special, too, got Hunters
big smile and a grateful nod from Ben.
Same here, Michael added to a chorus from Justin and Emmett.
Thisll be the easiest check I ever wrote, Debbie chirped,
grabbed the pot and hustled to the cooks station.
Hunter complained low to Ben, When are you gonna get me OUTTA there?
Shes driving me insane.
If she hadnt worked so hard to be your foster mother, youd
probably still be at Youth Services. We started the adoption process, but I
told you it takes time.
She means well, Michael smiled. She asked you what your
favorite color was and painted the room green, didnt she?
Lime? Hunter huffed. If I dont get outta there, Ill
go blind.
Brian leaned back, At least it wont be from lack of sex,
got Hunters eternal love but lost earlier points gained with Ben and Michael,
now in stereo smolder.
Behind them, Justin had his hands full with Emmett.
Em, Im not sure smoked salmon pate is -
Youre right, Emmett fingered his chin in deep thought, We
ARE more the tuna salad crowd, brightened, But if I cant find
a way to glorify tuna salad, how EVER can I call myself a professional. And
if I cant come up with a FABULOUS party for a
for a
Emmett
skipped back to a dark crystal memory.
You okay, Em? Justin touched Emmetts hand.
For a
friends, Em forced a smile, drifted again. I
seem to have lost my train of thought.
Tuna salad, Justin raised a little smile. And I think thats
a great idea.
Really? Emmett revived, new bulb lit. Wait. Wait. A cake.
Shaped like a computer
if I can make gray icing look appetizing
Justin sipped his coffee, leaned a cheek on a raised hand and nodded.
Later, Brian slid into the Honda drivers seat and Justin took shotgun.
Both slammed doors hard and sank back relieved despite the heated interior.
Now I know the meaning of smothered by affection, Justin leaned
back.
Brian started the car and turned the air up full. Everybody loves a
winner.
I think its more than that. Were a Liberty Avenue success
story.
I wouldnt exactly classify us in that category.
Justin leaned over and kissed Brians cheek. I do. Not because
we made it big somewhere else
because we made it at ALL, and brought it
back HERE.
Dont forget about the low rent and walking distance.
Youre not gonna admit it, are you? Justin cranked a sly smile,
saw Brians brows rise and answered, You care about this place.
Actually, Brian dodged, geared to first and cut into traffic, I
was thinking of a little project for you, felt Justins hand slowly
undo his belt buckle. After that one.
Justin eased down Brians fly and pressed kisses over the thick bulge
beneath dark cotton. A waft of body heat, earthy scent
keep it slow.
Feeling Brians fingers tangling in his hair, riding down his back. Not
going for a car wreck. Just a little appetizer.
Later, in the office above the Comic Shop, Justin and Michael, on folding chairs
at a card table collected sketches and pages of print. Michael slid his pile
into a folder, checked his watch.
Its almost six. I guess weve been stood up.
Go ahead home, Justin zipped his sketches into a small portfolio,
I can hang around a few more minutes.
Michael headed to a rear doorway, The stores all locked up but
I told them to come around to this fire escape, opened the steel door
and stepped onto the landing. If they show up, call me at home if they
have any questions.
Okay.
And leave through here. Its set to lock when you shut the door.
See ya.
See ya. Justin watched the door close then stretched his legs out,
grunted and ran his palms from his temples to the back of his head, laced fingers
and did a shoulder stretch. Some project. Sitting alone, waiting for the service
crew. How suburban. He opened his eyes and passed the time by imagining the
layout turning real. Desks, lights, plants, compu-
He jumped to three hard knocks, sprinted to the door, whipped it open and gaped.
Oh god. Its you.
Try the other end of the scale, Scott Turner smiled, little chuckle
catching in his throat. This was supposed to be a quick side job, but think
Ill plan a little overtime on this one.
Scott struts from the landing past Justin who leaves him wide berth; Justin
closes his eyes and shakes his head as he shuts the door.
Song: Only Makes Me Laugh by Oingo Boingo
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